Tuesday, 18 May 2010

Motivation

Motivation's the hardest thing to come by when you actually need it to get something done. It's always the way. I'd quite like to meet Sod (or Murphy, depending on your preference) and give them a good hard punch in the spleen for creating that bloody law.

I have a fair few things to hand in over the coming week, then, as far as I know I'm done for Summer, which will hopefully be a nice weight off of my shoulders.
  • Today I managed to complete an essay that's been ruining my life for the last 4 or 5 days, and after reading through it, I was actually fairly happy with it. Feel like I might do well with that one.
  • Then, I have to complete my digital effects project, which is a full on painstaking process... It's a lot less enjoyable than the finished product may lead you to think it was.
  • Then finally I have to finish my website, which is crap. I hate doing it, and I hate the fact that it's a compulsory part of my course.
  • Then I have to evaluate the crap that I make in no less than 1500 words.
Simply Stunning.

I seem to have lost any motivation that I had down the back of the settee, and i'll be damned if I have the motivation to look for it.

I honestly don't know were my will to put effort into Uni has gone. I think at the moment it's because it's practically the end of the year, and I just want it to end. The idea that there's a few last hurdles to clear first is about as inviting as a one to one meeting with Louie Spence... The bugger.

And before you write a sternly worded letter, I'm not homophobic, I'm loudpeoplewhodemandtobethecentreofattentionallthetime-phobic... so shut up.

Because it's so close to the end of the year, my friends up here are starting to go home for Summer. It's only been one so far, but that one's enough to leave me feeling pretty bummed out sometimes, which naturally, I don't like. I'll be fine once I'm back home too, but when I'm still up here, and the people who pretty much keep me sane go home, it's horrible.

I've decided to create a Dailybooth account to keep a 'diary' of what I get up to over the Summer. My aim is to write in it everyday... so to have something to write about everyday, I need to do something everyday... Y'get me blud?
With Dailybooth, you need to upload a picture with each post, so I'm obviously going to try and take a picture everyday too... It's probably less exciting to you than it is to me, but whatevz.

It's quite funny too... every post you do gets posted onto a live feed for literally everyone with an account to see, so I've had some comments off absolute strangers... One of which said:

"Oh you're cuuuuuuuuute :)"

So, yeah... go me for being cute...

This blog hasn't been very interesting, or funny for that matter. But I write them for myself, not you, and this time I don't fancy trying to be funny... Complain and I'll throw a TV at you.

T'rah.

1 comment:

  1. I don't think Si likes it when I 'complain' about his blog =')

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